I knew last year, on our last hike together, that each time from then on that I saw a bleeding heart I’d be pinged by the sadness from saying goodbye to Kiwi. I was willing to accept bleeding hearts, as a symbol of Kiwi and my relationship; of the deep love, and the deep [...]
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Woes of the bleeding heart
The best summer was with you, and the longest year without you.
I started writing this post on monday, while sitting in the Salt Lake City airport on my way home from Texas. I stopped, because I couldn’t do it without melting. For the rest of the week I’ve been chipping away at it. I hate how even after a year, the pain still [...]
How do you measure a year?
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Moments So Dear
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
How Do you Measure - Measure A Year ?
In Daylights - In Sunsets
In Midnights - In Cups Of Coffee
In Inches - In Miles
In Laughter - In Strife
In - Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure
A [...]
Pit Bull Blues music video is up!
One of my favorite songs in the world, sung by John Shipe now has a music video to go along with it. It’s a wonderful video, and I can’t watch it without tearing up, thinking about my beautiful Wii.
Beautiful, beautiful work. For more info on the artist, about about buying his [...]
My best summer, was with you…
Summertime, was Kiwi’s favorite season. After all, Kiwi’s grow in warmth, right? Her favorite game, in the whole world was chasing after, and biting at water, she’d do it all day if we let her, even in the tub, during baths. She was a riot, so fun to watch.
Here’s some pics taken [...]
Kiwi painting concept rough sketch
It’s been stewing in my mind for a bit now. I need to do it, but not yet sure on the technicalities. I don’t know what size, or shape of canvas, or exact style, but I know the concept.
I want it to be simple, whimsical, and bright, yet reserved, because that’s who Kiwi [...]
Art, envoking emotions.
“I know what you are learning to endure. There is nothing to be done. Just make sure nothing is wasted. Take notes, remember it all, every insult, every tear. Tattoo it on the inside of your mind. In life, knowledge of the poisons is essential. I’ve told you, nobody becomes an artist unless they have [...]
I had so many dreams about you and me…
“Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know”
I honestly feel selfish, stupid, and like an emo teenager being this angsty over the loss of Kiwi. I’ve never been the kind of girl to have happy endings, [...]
The bitter-sweet pieces of the world.
The 7th (Thursday) was a day of rich sorrow, and joy for me. My Aunt, one of my favorite people in the whole world, was flying in to visit from WV for the weekend, but it was also one of those days, which thinking about, will rip out my heart, yet still make me [...]
Kiwi Eulogy by Kay
This memorial portrait of Kiwi was done by my friend GeocachingOdder. Prints available: geocachingodder.deviantart.com/art/Ki-to-the-Wi-120742434 More of her work, and prints available here: geocachingodder.deviantart.com/ She does customs, and is a wonderful lady, and amazing watercolor artist.
I asked Kay, Kiwi’s ‘other Mom’, to post a eulogy on some of the forums we frequent, since [...]